Start of a new day

I'm just waiting for mamá Mariela to make me breakfast, it's not really an option for men to make themselves anything. Also I'm waiting for Cecy to wake up but for the first time in a while though I'm not sat here with a stomach full of anxiety. I want to enjoy my life with my wife by my side and I'm not going to help that by looking backwards. I'm eating better, my appetite has returned. I'm sleeping better and feeling happier. When I say I'm sleeping better I mean that I do sleep longer now but there are slight obstacles. Juan Felipe suffers nightmares and has been accustomed to sleeping with his mum. I fell asleep early last night, Cecy was watching the telenovelas in another room. I awoke two or three times when she crept into the room for things so I wasn't sleeping deeply. I awoke again at 2 o'clock when Juan Fe came in to call his mum, she sleeps with him in his bed whenever he wants. I woke twice more when colleagues of police officers in our street arrived to pick them up, at 4 o'clock and at half past four. They park in front of the houses and just start hitting their car horns like Keith Moon on speed! Cecy and the kids got up at this point to get them ready for school, they leave at five-thirty. I woke up at six-thirty welcomed by a kiss and a smile. Doesn't sound like much, getting a kiss, but I got up feeling on top of the world. This could be a very good day. Optimism at last!